Santiago's dream...quest of warrior of light

A quest...taking away my calm. A road to follow not for money offered but for the road itself. Still a feeling of rush because the sword becomes the first one. A dream. And obstacles. Holding me back. Anger for making excuses at the same time as trying find the solution. The one solution - take a backpack and go. No matter it will cause a problems, no matter what kind of problems it will cause. Waiting for miracle. In knowledge that miracles come only when we make the steps towards our dreams. Balancing on the edge with concerns. This time I wish someone push me...but this will remain for myself only.