Alegria, Come un lampo di vita
Alegria, Come un pazzo gridare
Alegria, Del delittuoso grido
Bella ruggente pena, Seren
Come la rabbia di amar
Alegria, Come un assalto di gioia

Alegria, I see a spark of life shining
Alegria, I hear a young minstrel sing
Alegria, Beautiful roaring scream
Of joy and sorrow, So extreme
There is a love in me raging
Alegria, A joyous, Magical feeling

I almost forgot this song...and this amazing play of Cirque du Soleil...full of magic and energy of joy. Fairytale coming to life. I promise myself, I will be having this song in my mind this year more often, to carry with me the feeling of Alegría whenever I will feel weak and beaten down. I want back joy in my eyes for life is so short to loose it because of problems arising from everyday life. Life is magical. Each day brings magical moments. I will try to fully alive them, being deep inside to remember.

Standing only in slippers and shirt on snow breathing cold wet air that smells like winter night bringing with expectation of miracle. I am raising hands up to skies with gratitude and blessing. Today...

1/365, originally uploaded by _Terra_.

Ako na Nový rok, tak po celý rok. So the new year starts. How I feel? Mixed...as all last years. Tho...
At midnite me and my mom sent to heaven flying lanterns as a memory of our family members who passed by. And it gave me warm feeling in my heart. The lanterns were flying up in silence and tranquil light. I think they took my headache away as well :). We toasted in the snow, smiled, watched fireworks and went back home. What I have learned today? That everything moves, everything changes...thats the rule of the world, nothing stands still...even stones that look like unchanged years and years, small change happend to them too.
Another thing I experienced again is that I get a lot of energy from nature...with breathing fresh air, touching grass and trees, walking in the woods give me that energy I long for so much. That means I will have to change my style of living to be closer to nature. I think, that big first step I will have to make quite soon.
Resolutions? The book, the nature, my big first step, Ireland, road to Santiago and to my soul, health and a little one, dress for Beltine :)

Well...a thought just came to me. With all the problems I face right now, I never really realized I actually and obviously CAN be healthy. I always consider myself as a flivver. But thats not a must-be. I CAN be healthy and I will be healthy. Its not only hope, its opportunity.

Henriette VI, originally uploaded by _Terra_.

I love this kind of photos...they claim in every woman is a goddess and each of us, no matter what age or what size, can have a breathtaking picture showing how beautiful woman can be in natural way.
Wish me luck with getting better in that. :)

Back to basics. Back to writing. And back to what i love to do. Life is too short to be stucked in activities you don't even like. Its just making the first step. Not easy at all. But. I please God and Goddess, forces that rule this world, to guide me and give me strength to do that first step on the way that is mine. My Avalon.

By this I declare my belief that ruling force of this universe has male and female side, both equal, both complementing each other, and we are made by this picture as men and women to seek each other to become full as it is in whole nature. 

"An Ye Harm None, Do What Ye Will"